DEADication

by JB aka Dirty Moses

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released 11 February 2014

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Track Name: Welcome
Welcome to my mind. Welcome to my world. Welcome to late nights and welcome to fly girls. I hope ur minds right. Enter my minds eye. This is my life. Let me show you what I'm like. This is who I am, this is what I'm 'bout, you're now in to my world, invited to my house, so welcome to my mind, I hope ur minds right, This is my life. Let me show you what I'm like.

Welcome to tragedy over triumph, whole truths and half lies and, I'm more than what you bargain for, my talk ain't cheap so no freestyling, I'm on some eff you pay me, grew up on rice and gravy, for a dollar from the chinese restaurant, its kind of crazy, purchased it with those foodstamps, yes I had that government cheese, I made it out the ghetto with my sanity and no disease, I don't know jack about you, but here's a glimpse of me, so accept this invitation in to my life, come along with me, started back in the 70's, influenced heavily, by rakims my melody, plus them og's was telling me, get money, get honeys, handle weaponry, carefully, carry myself like a gentleman around women and definitely, don't trust no snitch, or them female dogs, give firm handshakes, and never be identified by hogs, look a person in they eyes if they spoke to you, watch those that's too close to you, the loudest one in the room could be the weakest, so, speak when spoken to, keep your focus too, don't let bs distract you, lose your cool only if you have to, don't show it if you ain't gon use it, wield power but don't abuse it, no regrets and no excuses.

Welcome to my mind. Welcome to my world. Welcome to late nights and welcome to fly girls. I hope ur minds right. Enter my minds eye. This is my life. Let me show you what I'm like. This is who I am, this is what I'm 'bout, you're now in to my world, invited to my house, so welcome to my mind, I hope ur minds right, This is my life. Let me show you what I'm like.

I do have a salacious side but stay with me, I saw way too much as a kid and a lot of it stayed with me, so if you hear ignorant music, or it sounds kind of abusive, its just part of my story, it doesn't define my mind or my movement, its all a part of me, pardon me, influenced by the street, made in Harlem, in the era of buy black, that's me, hustled hard, played harder, they thought I was a wise cat, started doing dirt but never mind that, condoms partially protect your body, but not your heart or the part of your spirit that you lose every time you sleep with somebody you later live to regret, cheap women and cheap liquor will leave you with a headache the next day, on both ends, when it comes to love don't play, be mindful of, the hearts you touch, don't talk to much, the right hand don't need to know what the left hand is doing, live above the influence, this is more than just music.

Welcome to my mind. Welcome to my world. Welcome to late nights and welcome to fly girls. I hope ur minds right. Enter my minds eye. This is my life. Let me show you what I'm like. This is who I am, this is what I'm 'bout, you're now in to my world, invited to my house, so welcome to my mind, I hope ur minds right, This is my life. Let me show you what I'm like.
Track Name: Letter To My Ex
Rawthreat....
Yeah
Yo....

Damn, how I should I start this, it's like a eulogy for a dearly departed, and clearly I'm heartless, heartfelt, heart broken, nah I'm just a broken man, stresses I got em, juggling 2 and 3 jobs, juggling 2 and 3 women, struggling to stay involved with my 3 beautiful children, I did what you did, but I did it more, I did it raw, you cheated first, then I cheated, so three kids are now 4, let's get involved, but that came a little after, that's just a different chapter, for now, back to the matter, at hand, remember violence begets violence, aggression is not my style, but I couldn't remain silent, married you after 9yrs of being together, foolish move just for the kids, thought we cud beat any weather, we just beat on each other, emotionally, verbally, revenge is best served cold, I continued to hurt you see, that's what happens when love changes, I turned my back on you, that's what happens when friends become strangers, this is what happens when, people grow apart, and try to make it work, things fall apart, we didn't agree to disagree cause everything's a disagreement, even the small things that don't mean ish, but this is what life brings, no secrets, nobody told me that its gon' be easy.

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This is my life unscripted, the fight was like an addiction, like drugs in my veins, you're so vain, you probably think this letter's about you, but its not about you, it's about me

No papers signed, just some dollar signs, custody battles, child support, thought the drama died, they say men don't cry, but tears are cathartic, these ain't tears of a clown, but that's how I'm feeling now, my fourth child is being born, its like the same ish is going on, family is squawking, loud mouths are talking, speak about me like I'm dead, they wanna see me in my coffin, this happens often, I guess, the year of break ups, perhaps I'm gone I guess, but wait I digress, I'm repeating my last marriage, and I ain't even married, too much baggage to carry, somehow I gotta find a way out, some sucker shit if I just bounce, but if I stay its gone be just as bad, but if I go then I'm just like my dad, damn.

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This is my life unscripted, the fight was like an addiction, like drugs in my veins, you're so vain, you probably think this letter's about you, but its not about you, it's about me

You tried to say I wasn't living right, but I just bowed out without a fight, I guess love wasn't enough, or it wasn't strong, but I'm gone, no reason to carry on, marriage lost, yes I had my dignity, yes you had the house and all, my lawyer just wanted you gone, much better for all involved, pulled a disappearing act, wesley snipes, became a recluse, hating life, I didn't expect you, to understand my plight, sleeping in my jeep at night, fighting demons in my mind, fighting thoughts of homicide, fighting to keep my sanity, hoping my God ain't mad at me, second failure at sanctity, the third is a charm, that'll never happen see, thought you was virtuous, thought I was ready for us, tried to shower you in gold, but my goals weren't good enough, I guess we were a bad decision, just waiting to happen, I guess there's no hiding from karma, amen to that friend.

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This is my life unscripted, the fight was like an addiction, like drugs in my veins, you're so vain, you probably think this letter's about you, but its not about you, it's about me
Track Name: Life Of The Party ft. Ron Peterson
I walk up in the place spotlight's on me, I see your girls all around you, say wassup to my homies, say wassup to the ladies, you know how I gets it in, I'm all about my paper and a fly fine vixen and, honey give me a minute, and, baby can I interrupt, pour some bubbly in ur cup, let's discuss, our future plans, clearly you know who I am, and you know what I'm about, taking trips to japan, beach house down south, you shud probably hang out with this top shelf figure, who gon' have you in bikinis drinking top shelf liquor, paparazzi surrounding, cameras flashing, center of attention, lights, action, the passion of night, passionate when I write, I can change ur life, and we can change area codes, this is how it might just be, warm nights in spring, ex cite ting, just like a dream, life with me, let's go!!

You can be the life of the party, talking different, drinking everything on top of the shelf, and I saying we could get naughty, but if I play my cards right, the queen of hearts is shure to get dealt

Stamps in your passport, young socialites, full of life, jet setting, trend setter, red carpet nights, red bottom heels, you having a tall moment, own it, what's the deal, its all about you, my world spins around you, this aint a love song, but I love that I found you, you down too, little bit of hood, mixed with a whole lot of class, I love making you laugh, I love making this cash, let's go spend something, life without a care, let's go trend something, twitter feed, epitome, just you and me, conquering lands like the philistines, true indeed, let's head to where the water's blue, and come back with an accent, a few shades darker, passion, now this is how life will be, spend your life with me, I'm your king, you're my queen, life serene, let's go!

You can be the life of the party, talking different, drinking everything on top of the shelf, and I saying we could get naughty, but if I play my cards right, the queen of hearts is shure to get dealt
Track Name: Touch Me
You like it when my fingers touch, and I don't have to say too much, sometimes I know you like it rough,

Got me loving you til the sun come up, baby I just can't get enough, maybe you should touch it and I won't interrupt. What

You like it when my fingers touch, and I don't have to say too much, sometimes I know you like it rough,

Got me loving you til the sun come up, baby I just can't get enough, maybe I should touch you and you won't interrupt. What?

The sweetest kisses, deep breaths and, eyes to eyes, chest to chest, effervescence, bath and body works essence, candles lit, candle wax poured on your back, fresh out the shower, contact, check it, your body still glistening, I think your body's calling me listen, pay attention to your thighs and your inner thoughts, you should probably act on em, for what its worth at all costs, you don't need my permission, my fingers caress the curves of your hips, sign on the door do not disturb, that's it, I don't wanna keep in touch, I just wanna touch ya, keep the lights on no pressure, don't rush huh, forehead kisses, for the misses, that's a part of foreplay, don't miss it, sex on a bed full of petals of red roses, preach, she need jesus but right now she want moses.

You like it when my fingers touch, and I don't have to say too much, sometimes I know you like it rough,

Got me loving you til the sun come up, baby I just can't get enough, maybe you should touch it and I won't interrupt. What

You like it when my fingers touch, and I don't have to say too much, sometimes I know you like it rough,

Got me loving you til the sun come up, baby I just can't get enough, maybe I should touch you and you won't interrupt. What?

Call me your asset manager, hands soft but strong like cotton, voyeuristic, you might catch me watching, animalistic instinct, animal magnetism, the art of seduction, part of my loving, touching your body and your mind, leave a lasting impression on your psyche, I know you like me, passionate, you could see the fire in my eyes, I could feel heat, emanating from your thighs, desire, I know you want it as much as I want you, one night won't do, weekend love, all weekend long, marathon, neighbors upset and mad bout how we carry on, my 5 o'clock shadow across your smooth legs, your succulent lips criss crossing this smooth head, I jump, tongues navigating over mounds of flesh, you already know what's next, sweat, waterfalls, from the window to the wall, sensory overload, my sex is an over dose, moses parts legs, parts seas then we comatose.

You like it when my fingers touch, and I don't have to say too much, sometimes I know you like it rough,

Got me loving you til the sun come up, baby I just can't get enough, maybe you should touch it and I won't interrupt. What

You like it when my fingers touch, and I don't have to say too much, sometimes I know you like it rough,

Got me loving you til the sun come up, baby I just can't get enough, maybe I should touch you and you won't interrupt. What?
Track Name: Stick It Out
Sorry I made you wait for this. History in the making. JB Let's Go!!!

That's what I do, Indubitably, beats by oddisee, now tell me, who as hot as me, no one, rap shogun, sho nuff, I got the glow baby, I'm shining, sticking out like a sore thumb, some would say that I'm awesome, leaving you awestruck, awe shucks, mastered the formula, for more bucks, that's the importance of, focused determination, definition of deadication, title summed up, been building bridges over troubled water more than 10yrs, put on for my city, put my city on the map, cap city we run NY, just ask the governor of this empire state, my style great, 518, we finally here, can't stop now, won't back down, not in my pedigree, incredibly, I'm steadily, building my movement, brick by brick, definitely, so let's get to it!

Been thru it all, seen it all and I'm still here, Reaganomics, crack era, yeah we was there, we seen hard times, this is why we celebrate, we stick it out, now watch my status elevate, and escalate. Been, thru it all, seen it all and I'm still here, the Bush era, both of em and we made it here, got by those tough times, this is why we celebrate, we stuck it out, now watch my ppl elevate, get it straight.

This album's, for those clouded, by insecurity, for mothers not giving up on sons and daughters living in obscurity, single fathers and mothers, little sisters and brothers, best friends and lovers, we all want the same, we just need the push, too much placing blame, in the hands of others, responsibility lies on one self, this album's your father figure, your motivation, catalyst and catharsis for change, its starts in the brain, it starts with a thought, no limitations, I'm telling you to hold on, keep pushing, pray until something's happening, for them mouths to feed, still living the hustlers creed, but don't be fueled by greed, don't feed that need, don't hate the game, just change the rules, change your thoughts, use free will, but street cred won't pay the bills, so pay attention and pay it forward, don't worry bout paying it back, karma holds the IOU if you owe me, be on the lookout for it.

Been thru it all, seen it all and I'm still here, Reaganomics, crack era, yeah we was there, we seen hard times, this is why we celebrate, we stick it out, now watch my status elevate, and escalate. Been, thru it all, seen it all and I'm still here, the Bush era, both of em and we made it here, got by those tough times, this is why we celebrate, we stuck it out, now watch my ppl elevate, get it straight.

I wrote this with the intention, to become honorable mention, amongst the greats and veterans whole town co-sign, I show no signs, slowing up, toast it up, pour it up, we throw em down, cigars puffers and scotch sippers, and car lovers and hot women, them broads love us, we not tripping, the plot thickens, bring more rubbers, this is everyday, I put this on everything, mortgages, wedding bands, wedding rings, this some grown man shit, this how grown men git, maintain focus, and do what is appropriate, I bare my soul between these lines, so you could save your soul during these foul times, I leave the earth, I'm leaving you an outline, so you know that I'm bout mine, last jewel, cash rules, don't clash with fools, stop giving the courts money you take away their power, then what they gon' do, be sour, make new rules, you bend those and break them too.

Been thru it all, seen it all and I'm still here, Reaganomics, crack era, yeah we was there, we seen hard times, this is why we celebrate, we stick it out, now watch my status elevate, and escalate. Been, thru it all, seen it all and I'm still here, the Bush era, both of em and we made it here, got by those tough times, this is why we celebrate, we stuck it out, now watch my ppl elevate, get it straight.